I'm on a losing streak..............

Okay, I failed my measurement, I failed my driving test recently, what the hell is going wrong with me. It seems like the only thing that I'm doing right is reading comics which brings bassicaly zero benefit. I feel kind-of pissed off but not so pissed off that I actually want to kill someone.

I don't blame my instructor, Cikgu Enal, but I blame myself. I wasn't prepared, I did not have any preparation, I was too nervous and I did not follow the rules. I feel dissapointed with myself.

Now how am I going to handle students for MMS since I'm going to be a PM (Pembantu Mahasiswa). I scared I might be a horrible PM. Pms are supposed to be role models but I am probably the worst role model ever. Sometimes I'm glad that don't have a younger brother but I only have younger sisters because I might fuck up that brother's life.

I hope I will go on a winning streak instead of losing because God, I really need one and I hate losing. I hate being a loser and I hate being looked down upon.

I always try to look for respect among people but my best friend (I honestly wish she was more than that), Aderyn told me that I don't need to look for respect among people. I'm glad that she always comfort me. She always comfort me when I depressed or sad, I'm just glad that I have a friend like that. God bless her life. Amen.

I will try my best to show the best out of me this semester. Life is hard, but that doesn't mean I'm just going fucking give up. I would laugh at my pass failures (but learn from the mistakes) and be proud where I plan to go into the future.

God bless me and everyone please wish me luck. I need it.

Happy Father's Day

Best Father's Day video ever. I just realized that most of the superheroes have no Father. Poor them, I'm glad my Dad is still alive and kicking.

Hollywood goes craptastic

Recently, a lot of movies in Hollywood are getting pretty cliche'd and we are really in need of something that extravagant and amazing. There are too many things that Hollywood produce are horrible nowadays (except for Crank and other Statham movies. Tongue) What we need next is something epic, magical, sci fi and what made the 80s and 90s a great period for movies. It's the awesomeness of the human imagination.

The last fantastical journey/epic thing we saw on the screen was probably Pirates of The Carribean which I thought was funny and truly a journey film. So was the Hellboy adaptations and LOTR.



The ingredients that made Hollywood great before:

1)Magic-Yes, magic is what the new generation needs. We need something that would blow your minds and leave your jaws wide open. I really hope that the Dr. Strange adaptation would be pretty good and so is the upcoming Thor adaptation. Magic and action could be combined and people should tap into this idea.



2)Extravagant sci fi ideas-Look at Star Wars. The new Star Trek and Terminator movie doesn't counts, we need a new original one. Something that would leave us awestruck. Something that would leave us amaze on how amazing the galaxy and what sci fi could do. Remember the days of Aliens and Predator? Yes, liked AVP but we need somethnig fresh that reminds us of Alien, Predator, Terminator, Star Wars and many more.





3)The adventure-An adventure is what makes a person inspired. Adventure stories like Indiana Jones really made me stunned when I was a kid, making me watching Harisson Ford screaming, damn that was awesome!



4)Ridiculousness- Crank 1 and 2 did it, why not other Hollywood movies? Sometimes you need to throw realism out, if not we wouldn't have Rambo or Stan Lee wouldn't be creating the Spiderman and now they want to do Spiderman movies more softer so that the audience can relate. We don't want that! We want something crazy that makes us glue to our sits. Make Venom jump 50 metres into the air and smash Spidey. That is what we want to see.



All Hollywood wants nowadays is something that is realistic, we want something crazy and innovative. If we wanted something realistic, we would read Times magazine. Yes, there are good movies like Watchmen etc but we need something more crazier and original from hollywood. When would Hollywood return to their Golden Age of Sci-fi. I hope they won't destroy the next Deadpool movie with ultra realism. I wan't him to wacky, wise cracking and explosive.

PS/Hollywood, there's a reason why your later James Bond movies sucked harder than an octopus and Shoot 'Em Up was an underground favourite.

Pissed off

Just posting to say how pissed off I am about my results. Cleaning room now (yes middke of the night). Will post detail later.

Arrrrrrghh!!!!!!

Since I failed my core fucking subject I have to ditch the dreams of graduating on time. Now i have to extend my course here and I have to face this shitty situation! Anyway, I've got Deadpool to cheer me up. The merc with the mouth, the regeneratin degenerate. So download Deadpool comics here. If you have the money, buy them. I bought Deadpool-Suicide Kings recently because it was worth but I din't buy Dark Reign:Deadpool because I couldn't find them.

Anyway, here's the download:

http://rapidshare.com/files/180800161/Deadpool__01.cbz
http://rapidshare.com/files/180802661/Deadpool__02.cbz
http://rapidshare.com/files/180797257/Deadpool__03.cbz
http://rapidshare.com/files/165458315/Deadpool_004.cbr
http://rapidshare.com/files/174409304/Deadpool_005.cbr
http://rapidshare.com/files/183470078/Deadpool_v3_006__2009___SpacemanSpiff-DCP_.cbr

http://rapidshare.com/files/194093590/Deadpool_v3_007__2009___SpacemanSpiff-DCP_.cbr
http://www.mediafire.com/?ytyuzqgumny
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=HJFRC0LM

http://rapidshare.com/files/217366699/Deadpool_09__2009___Archangel-DCP_.cbr
http://www.mediafire.com/?d2tmmidmwyn
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=3EV58R56

http://uploading.com/files/CFXAG8KW/Deadpool 010 (2009) (Archangel-DCP).cbr.html



http://uploading.com/files/5OCO542W/Deadpool 011 (2009) (Archangel-DCP).cbr.html

I'll post Deadpool Suicide Kings some other time.

I feel like crap today...

Seriously, my pointer is only 2.9 and I failed my core subject, Measurement. Come on, if I passed that paper I would've scored at least 3 and above and probably retain a place in block 6. I prefer that block in college because there are only 2 people sharing per room and I would finally have peace.

My pass roomates have bugged me like hell (not during my 1st semester I mean). When I'm sick like hell they still smoke in the room. They would also stay up until late at night and I wouldn't have enough sleep.

Then again, it's my fault too for not studying hard enough. I had huge problems with measurement and I didn't take enough effort to overcome my weakness. I should have asked people how to do some of my work instead of trying to do it alone without anyone's help.

Now I'm going to have sit in class with my juniors while my classmates sit in another class. Fuck, today is a bad day....