Vigilantes, Anti-Heroes, Villains and Unconventional Characters

First of all, sorry for not posting for quite a long time. I doubt I might continue the Demon Days storyline I wrote. Thanks for those who commented in various websites. For the Punisher storyline idea, a lot of people asked Baracudda but I'm sorry I didn't add him into the story. I wanted a much more traditional nemesis like Jigsaw.

Okay, now for my entry.

Many people have asked me, why do I read books, comics or even watch series about with weird characters and mentally disturbed characters. Why don't I read about characters that much more heroic and if read such stories I tend to gravitate towards the villain or the anti-hero more. I myself tend to ask myself that question. I remember when I was in my room and my roomate walked in. He asked me "Why am I so obsessed with vigilante movies?" I was watching Kill Bill Volume 1 at that time. It was probably the 5th time watched that week.


Then I started to wonder myself. Why am I watching this movie? Then I realized in the same week, I watched Missing In Action, an old Chuck Norris flick a few times and I watched both the Ray Stevenson Punisher and the Thomas Jane version a couple of times in the few weeks. I realized a recurring theme, they were all anti-heroes and vigilantes. They all acted outside of the law for their own brand of justice. Why I prefer to watch these stories rather than much more heroic stories like Ironman or even the famed Dark Knight?

I tried watching other movies which had more heroic elements into and I realized something. I was reading Deadpool and realized that these were the characters I could relate myself to. I couldn't relate myself to heroic or romantic characters because I don't feel that way. I normally act in the sense of revenge. This just shows that how dark is my psyche is. I felt weird at first. Look at this way, I think Adrian Veidt of the Watchmen as a hero because he stopped a nuclear holocaust despite killing millions of civilians but if I were one of the survivors of his doings and found out that former superhero Ozymandias actually caused the death of my family and friends, and I decided to go vigilante on his ass and lash him out what would be the difference between him or me? So there's a whole moral ambiguity in this whole thing.

I tend to gravitate towards morally ambigious things. I don't know why, probably it's my nature. Or maybe I have a huge feeling of hatred inside of me that is lurking beneath me. These characters are the only ones that I'm able to connect to. This goes especially to Deadpool. Despite him being the cheerful guy he tries to be, he tends to get annoying to other characters and inside his cheerful and joke coated attitude, he is such a depressed character who is mentally unstable. I feel connected to those characteristics. I feel a huge inferiority to other people. In order to cover that up, I tend to say all kinds of things. I tend to be cheerful, pretend I lead a happy life but instead I feel very lowly to others and I think I have offended a lot of people. I even made a joke amongst my friends that if I actully become a comedian, I may end up offending people instead of making them laugh. Maybe that is why, I feel connected to such sick and sadistic characters.

Here's a toast to all the unconventional heroes in my life. You made me feel less alone in this world.

Issue 2 of Demonverse (Midnight Sons Tie-In)

Issue 2: It takes a monster to get a monster

3 hours after the last issue

Location: SHIELD’s Chinook en route to a SHIELD ground base on the out skirts of Miami.

“So who is who? May I know?” asked Lt Curtin, blurred while looking at the so called commando/death squad, Midnight Sons. “Are you guys like the Avengers?” he asked again.

“Sort of, but we do the dirty work and the ones involves supernatural forces” answered Hellstrom. “Let’s keep this to a need to know basis only. The young lady over there is Jennifer Kale, team specialist in magic spells and witchery. I’m Daimon Hellstrom, Son of Satan, team exorcist, former Jesuit priest and I can wield black magic.”

Jennifer Kale

In fear, one of the SHIELD operatives then said slowly while gripping his rifle tight, “Son of Satan?” His seems to be close to his trigger but then lifts it off, showing good gun trigger discipline.

“No need to fear mortal and put your rifle down. I may be the Son of Satan but I’m here to slaughter my father and I’m on your side. The man next to me is, Dr. Morbius; The Living Vampire, team tactician, weapons specialist and biochemist. He has a PhD in Neuroscience, Chemical Biology and Crypto zoology.” explained Hellstrom.

“Funny, normally I do the talking.” said the doctor.

“Shut up.” answered Hellstrom. “Yeah, what ever hot stuff” Kale said jokingly.

“Miss Kale, funny how people may interpret that pet name you gave me wrongly.” Hellstrom replied.

“Geez, I’m so left behind in the superhuman community. Are you the only people in your squad?” asked Lt. Curtin

“There is one more man. Not actually a man. Pilot, divert course to the coordinate here.” said Morbius while passing him over a GPS.

“With all due respect sir, this is hostile territory, sir! We are only allowed to only go to DMZs (Demilitarized Zones), US Armed Forces bases and SHIELD bases sir!” answered the pilot in fear.

“Those are your orders, pilot. I’m an Agent of SHIELD, an officer of SHIELD. You are just an enlisted man. Follow the chain of command airman.” replied back Morbius.

“This is Falcon 1 to Command Centre over.”

“This is Command Centre copy.”

“Falcon 1 is extending ETA to 2 hours. The package will be en route to LZ within ETA over.”

“Copy that Falcon 1. Permission granted.”

“Copy that.”

10 minutes later:

Location: Ruins of former Miami, destroyed by the attack of the swarms of demons.

The air was misty but the stench was intense. Corpses were lying on the ground being eaten by creatures men have never seen. Intestines were pulled out of humans, eaten slowly by these creatures. The streets were filled with blood and from the sky piles of corpses could be seen and ogres were standing next to it, mutilating the humans and consuming their flesh. Some of them are still alive. Screaming, asking for help and some were saying the Lord’s Prayer. The ones alive were covered by other corpses, with stench so horrible they start to vomit. Never have they seen such atrocities. But not the Midnight Sons. It was their duty to clear mess like these.

All of sudden a huge hairy figure came out of nowhere and started charging towards the ogres. It rammed into one of them and grabbed this tall green ogre and snapped him into half. Then he looked to the sky and howled. It was the loudest howl that the ogres ever heard. With their axes they started charging towards the werewolf. However, the creature does not get intimidated.



“Dare you disrupt my meal time? For Mephisto! For Dormammu!” screamed one of the green coloured ogres with his bloody axe, gripped hard with both of his hand. His muscles start to show as he gripped on them tightly. He leaps towards the werewolf.

Then suddenly the werewolf plunges his hand with extremely sharp claws into his chest and goes through the other side. On the other side it could be seen easily even from the chopper, the hand was holding the ogre’s heart. The fur of the werewolf was blood soaked. He then wriggles free his arm from the ogre and slashes the other ogres around him with the rage equivalent of a thousand soldiers. He grabbed another ogre and pulled his head off. Blood dripped onto the ground and easily he crushed the skull of the ogre with his bare hands. The headless body was then thrown to the wave of ogres charging, making them falling back for a second.

“That’s our boy.” said Morbius.

“What in the Lord’s name you mean that werewolf is one of the commandos?” said Lt. Curtin.

“Get Team Alpha ready. Stay away from the werewolf. Your 5.56 lead bullets your M4 are carrying can’t penetrate this baby’s skin. You gonna need silver bullets and since you don’t have any. Just get rid of the swarm of ogres.” ordered Morbius. He then ordered the pilot, to get a clear LZ in order to get the men on the ground.

A photo manip I did to make things interesting. Just imagine they had M4s ok?

“Sgt. Collins. You’re the team sniper right?”

“Sir, yes sir!” he answered enthusiastically with his British accent.

Morbius then took out a few bullets from his bag. The bullets seem to contain a green colour liquid. The bullets were 7.62 calibre bullets but it looked transparent at its tip. The green liquid could be seen brightly in the dark. It was somehow glowing in the dark.

“That’s an L96A1 Sniper Rifle right? It was used by the British Army and now currently by SHIELD.”

“Yes sir, but why?”

“Use these bullets and aim for the werewolf’s body. Hellstrom, Kale and I will recover the body after you shoot it. Don’t aim for the head. You won’t want our friend here to have a 10 day coma wouldn’t you?”

“LZ is hot! LZ is hot! Sir, requesting permission not to land but to have the men to rappel down sir!”

“Permission granted. Get to an open zone for the men to rappel. I can just jump down. I’m a vampire for goodness sake. Lt. Curtin, get your men to cover me. I want you people to take care of the ogre wave, ASAP. Hellstrom and Kale, you both will be with me and Kale get Man-Thing to clear the ground below so the men can rappel.”

“Sir, yes sir!” they shouted in unison.

“Man-Thing?” asked Sgt. Collins. “What the bloody hell is that?”

“Let’s say the Swamp Thing from the movies exist in the form of the main thing.” answered Kale while throwing a smoke grenade to the ground. “That isn’t a normal smoke grenade, baby!” screamed out Kale. All of a sudden a green smoke starts accumulating and starts to form a creature. A creature of swamps that cannot be destroyed as long it is on Earth. A group of ogres quickly assaulted the creature but Man-Thing easily just hits them with their hand and cleared ground.



A rope is then thrown down and Team Alpha rappels down with Lt. Curtis leading the way. He slings his M60 like Rambo and slides away into the smoke. With skills he learnt from the NAVY SEALs he starts clearing ground and gives orders. His squad with the strength of 10 followed him closely from behind. Sgt. Collins grips hard onto rifle trying to get a clear shot.

“Contact front!” screamed Corporal Ramón as soon as the ogre starts attacking from the front. “File by file!” screamed the Lieutenant as he gave out his orders. The team then formed a line instead of attacking them by the wave. Sound of gunfire starts to fill the streets. The whole scene reminded Lt. Curtin of his time during the Gulf War. Back then it was him against the Iraqi army. Now, it’s him with some supernatural freaks against an army from hell. This is what he saw in the SHIELD brochure. This is what made him left the Navy and work for SHIELD.

“This is Morbius to Collins over.”

“This is Collins copy”

“More boogies are heading this way. Do you have a clear shot, over?

“Copy that, negative sir. Please clear boogies in order to have a clear shot, over.”

“Copy that Collins.”

“Hellstrom, create a ring of fire surrounding Jack!” screamed Morbius. Jack Russels was the name of the werewolf. “Do not allow the creatures to go closer to Jack.” Hellstrom charged and with his dark magic created a ring of hell fire, putting the ogres in fear. “Kale, the ogres are in fear, get him to use the burning touch!”

Jennifer Kale, the only person being wanting able to control the Man-Thing, orders it to grab the fearful ogres. “Please spare me. Please have mercy!” said one of the ogres. “God has mercy. I don’t” said Kale whiles the ogre burns in pain and turned into ashes. Lt Curtin was standing there shocked but all in his mind was too put lead into the bodies of the ogres.

From the chopper, Sgt. Collins aims at the body of the werewolf. He puts his finger on his trigger. “Our father in Heaven, hallowed is thy name, thy kingdom come, thy will be done, on Earth as in Heaven…” prayed Sgt Collins who was a devout Christian, he pulled the trigger and felt the recoil on his shoulder, “…give us today, our daily bread, forgive us for our trespasses as we for give those who trespass against us.” He sweated profusely, looking into his scope. The werewolf went into frenzy and started shaking and rattling.

“Sgt. Collins do you read? Open fire onto him again! He’s unstable” asked Morbius who was busy attacking the ogres on the ground.

“Lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.” prayed Sgt. Collins again. He pulled the trigger again and the bullet hit straight on the werewolf’s chest.

“Sgt. Collins, do you read?”

“This is Sgt. Collins, the packaged is wrapped. Target is down. Mission accomplished. I repeat; the packaged is wrapped. Target is down. Mission accomplished.”

“Hellstrom, stop the ring of fire now. Create a wave of fire to toast the remaining ogres.” ordered Morbius. “Agent Morbius, I sense innocent lives in this pile of corpses. Requesting permission to bring them back and to get help from Team Alpha under the command of Lt. Curtin” asked Kale. “Permission granted.”



Lt Curtin then ran from corpses of the ogres he slaughtered to the pile of human corpses. “I believe this is their food stock. I’m going to take pictures and send them to director Danvers.” said the man. Kale then ordered the men to search civilians who were still alive among the corpses. It was not long before they found a few. Some of them have been mutilated. They’ve been living like that for days. With corpses and brains pilled over them. All they’ve smelled all day were the stench of carcasses and blood. It was hell to them. According to the survivors, a lot of them committed suicide.

“Let’s not waste time and let’s head to base. Be grateful none of the men were hurt. Get the werewolf into the chopper. I have a lot to say.” Agent Morbius told his men. To him, the mission was nothing compared to what he has seen before. It was just a taste of the Demon Wars that is happening.

“Falcon 1, this is Agent Morbius, please head to LZ. We are heading back to base.”

“This is Falcon 1; we are heading to your location. Is the LZ at your location?”

“Affirmative”

“Heading to LZ, ETA 2 minutes.”

Marvel Demonverse

Okay, recently I joined a fan fiction crew and started writing for this Marvel Demonverse thing. I jumped in to write for a supernatural commando group under SHIELD called the Midnight Sons. Since mine is just a tie in but not the whole main plot, you may have to read the backgrounds of this universe first and do a bit of research concerning it to understand. Here's a link to it from Marvel.com: http://www.marvel.com/boards/viewtopic.php?t=166403&sid=33622b0e7e1b63e5cccd3b1d5d1f5d27

Issue 1:Midnight Sons, Light into Darkness.

Location: Morbius’s Mansion



It was cold and dark, Agent Morbius; “The Living Vampire” stares into his window, wondering what have mankind done this time. What has mankind done to bring armies of devils, demons and other monstrosities? He takes up a pint of blood from the criminals that were sentenced to death last week and poured it into his glass wine. He sat down on his sofa sipping the blood away.



“I may have the face and powers of a vampire, a creature of hell but I’m human by heart. I’m going to have lots troubles in this invasion.” whispered Morbius to himself.

“Beat me. I’m the son of Satan himself. I’m going to have bigger dilemma here.” said a man in Jesuit suit while carrying a golden brown staff on his right hand. Carved onto his chest was a pentagram, sign of the devil. It was Daimon Hellstrom. Half demon, half human but pure human in heard.



“What is it Daimon and how did you enter my mansion?” asked Dr. Morbius.

“That is not important. What is important is my father is here and I’m going to...”

“Yes, yes slaughter him. You’ve said that many times before and now I’m sick of it. Not to mention the world is tearing itself apart out there. President Rogers nearly had a Utopia and now were sitting here looking down onto apocalypse” interrupted Morbius.

Director Danvers of SHIELD

“It’s Danvers, she wants to talk to us” replied Daimon. “She wants us to return to the military. Restart the commando group we had before this, that we had assisting the US Armed Forces, UN and SHIELD.” Daimon smiled grimly and turned his back to Morbius and took a few steps away, making creaky noises on the wooden floor of Morbius’s mansion. “Let’s ban up our old commando group and kick the &*$%# out of our father. We don’t have to sit here like old jerks doing nothing. Don’t you miss burning the NAZI soldiers? This time they’re not humans, but devils and demons who only know consuming human flesh and have no moral values at all.”

Morbius then smiled grimly and said “Do demons have blood?”

Daimon took a small knife from his pocket. He took out a Swiss knife, made in the year 1962, given to him by a Swedish Peacekeeping soldier under the UN during his brief stint in Afghanistan in 2002. “Morbius, look.” said the man.

He carved a crucifix onto with palm, with blood dripping onto the floor. “Professor, take a look. Does this look like blood to you?”

Morbius then smiles and says “Gather the men, when we are supposed to report in?”

“In the next 24 hours. A SHIELD chopper will pick us up 20 minutes after I reply to Danvers concerning your agreement. I’ll send messages to the others.”

30 minutes later:

Location: Morbius’s mansion’s compound



A Chinook came down to the compound, blowing all sorts of items out before landing. A man in dark blue SHIELD uniform then came out of the chopper with his M4 rifle. Right after the man came out a group of SHIELD agents them ran out of the chopper with their M4s and some of them with their browning pistols and tactical shields going in opposite directions. They started kneeling down and aimed their rifles towards the outer compound while a man walks towards Morbius and Hellstrom. One of the agents then screamed out “Perimeter clear! There are no hostiles in the area.” One of them cocked their rifles and screamed “Damn! Every time I land on an LZ, there’s always no one there. I signed up action and I’ve got nothing.” Another then replied, “You’re gonna piss your pants when there hostiles here. I remember when I was in Mogadishu in 93. Skinnies were scary as &*$%# with their AKs and so on.”

“Don’t bother them” said the SHIELD agent that approached Morbius and Hellstrom. “The name’s Lt. Curtin Dowell, ex-NAVY SEAL. I was a Chief Petty Officer when I left the Navy. I served in the Gulf War. Transferred to SHIELD in 97. You guys must Agent Morbius and Hellstrom. My lord, I have heard so much about you too. What you guys did probably outclassed everything I did from BUD (Basic Underwater Demolition) training to &*$%# I saw during the Gulf war and stuff I saw would probably make the liberals piss in their pants. Welcome to SHIELD.” He then shakes the commando’s hands. “So where are we heading next? Going straight to the SHIELD base?”

“No, we have other commandos to pick up.” answered Hellstrom while wiping his stuff.

“So what’s your squad called again?”

“We are the Midnight Sons. We bring light into Darkness.”

If Marvel were to reboot The Punisher movies..

This is how I would do it. (I posted this on other sites too like Comicvine, Facebook and Marvel.com)

Depiction of Captain Frank Castle in Vietnam

The movie kicks off in Vietnam, 1975. Apparently, not all troops pulled out of Vietnam on the 30th of April. Fire Base Valley Forge, 7 miles from the border of Cambodia. Lt. Frank Castle was one of the few Marines that got chosen for the Neo-Super Soldier project which was one of the government's atempt to recreate the super soldier serum in one of America's heroes back in WW2. Fire Base Valley Forge was a joint effort between the British, Canadians and the Americans. Among of the other soldiers that were brought to the base were Sgt. James Howlett and Sgt. Victor Creed. There are others on the list but Castle found out they both already super powers. Frank Castle was trained for 6 months in counter superhuman training and serum was given to him. Supervising the camp was Colonel Nick Fury who then tell the men who went through the secretive basic commando training that they were under the supervision of an international espionage and military joint corporation SHIELD under the observance of the UN. The serum given to Frank Castle slowed down the aging process but unknowingly to Frank Castle, many soldiers died to the testing of the serum. The serum seemed not to have any negative effects so the Colonel decided to take it himself. The serum was codenamed "Infinity".

A classic white Nick Fury would be cool but Nick Fury from the Ultimate Universe is much more feasible and looks better. Besides, all the other Marvel movies are using this version.

Maria Elizabeth Castle was a scientist working for ARPA ( Advanced Research Projects Agency) under the United States Armed Forces. She found out about the death of soldiers and marines and Vietnam due to the testing of the serum. She threatened SHIELD to bring this to the public so Colonel Nick Fury issued an order for the base to be relocated and close down any evidence in Vietnam. The base was then relocated to the North-South Vietnamese border under the surveillance of SHIELD and the KPA (Korean People's Army). However, she was still determined to bring it to public. During the relocation, the Fire Base was attacked by Viet Cong forces, after the NVA found out about their location. The whole cover was blowned up after the attempt of rape onto Vietnamese civilians by Sgt Victor Creed who then got into a fire fight with NVA and a fight with his brother, Sgt James Howlett. Both got caught by the Canadian Military Police and deported back to Canada with their fates unknown later on the "movie."

Depiction of Maria Elizabeth Castle (My version would be different from the comics. In the comics her history was never delved into. In my version she works under ARPA, a RND department of the United States Army and also doing RND under SHIELD)

During the attack of the NVA forces, only 20 out of 2000 troops survive. A handful of SEALs, SHIELD agents, Colonel Nick Fury and Lt Frank Castle. When Castle found out about the war crimes SHIELD did to American Marines and Soldiers he got pissed off and said Korea was his last thing and he will quit. Nick Fury then got him off quickly in return that he never expose what actually happened in 'Nam. Maria still insisted on going public but before she told the media about this, she was murdered by a group of mobsters in the streets of New York.

Castle who just got back in New York went furious and decided to kill every mobster involved with the murder. He then used skills that he learned during the Counter-Superhuman Commando training against the mobsters, using certain gadgetry who got from SHIELD and ARPA. It turns out that the men who murdered his wife was working for the Maggia family. One of them was Jimmy Russo. Now mentally disturbed, he decides to become the vigilante Punisher. Many cops loved him for killing criminals that have plagued the streets. But many also feared him as he was likened to a terrorist. He then went through his war of crime for 30 years until he found out something that changed his very life.

He found out that his wife was murdered by a black ops team under SHIELD due to the fact that she was about to tell the world the atrocities did by the US government, it's allies and SHIELD. Enraged, he decided to against the big guns, SHIELD. Castle then captured a few terrorist suspects that are wanted by the FBI, CIA and SHIELD. The 3 bodies needed to gain information concerning a few terror attacks that happened in New York, Chicago and an assassination attempt against president Barrack Obama. He demanded that he wants to meet up with top SHIELD and US Armed Forces commanders or else he will put the end to the life of the terrorist that were needed for interrogation.

Colonel Nick Fury does not knows about the war crimes committed in 'Nam as he was not in charge at that time. He decided to take care of Castle as he thought that it was SHIELD jurisdiction because they trained him to be part of Counter Superhuman Special Forces. He doesn't wants the public to know that American troops were still on Vietnam soil after 75. Colonel Nick Fury, now director of SHIELD sends out one of the few ex-Green Berets that survived the attack on Fire Base back in 'Nam, Lt. G.W. Bridge. After the war Bridge became a Muslim and insisted on using non-lethal ways to combat certain situations but it seemed liked this one forces him to use them. Castle then found out he was on an all out pursuit through out America against G.W. Bridge. The terrorist that Castle held hostage were either murdered, mutilated or saved by FBI and CIA agents.

G.W. Bridge by Marvel Comics

Under the pursuit of SHIELD is bad enough, but assassin Jigsaw who turns out to be Jimmy Russo's son decided to take the law into his hands too. He decided to become the Punisher too only difference is, he only wants to kill Castle as a revenge for his father. Jigsaw here is portrayed as a psychopath who has killed many people in order to lure Castle out. He was dishonorably discharged from the Army in '97. In my version, Jigsaw was a Gulf War veteran and one of the Rangers who survived the Battle of Mogadishu in '93. His life was saved by Malaysian peacekeeping troops in Somalia but was horribly disfigured and now mentally unstable. (Just to give a different take on Jigsaw)

Jigsaw by Marvel Comics (However the version that I want of him would be a gun trotting assassin, ex-military who uses sadistic methods and military techniques)

So while Castle was busy evading shots from SHIELD and didn't fire back as they were government operatives, he also had fight Jigsaw's men and shoot them back as they were criminals. So the fight ensues and Castle was apprehended. While Castle was being escorted, Bridge decided to talk to Castle. Castle tells him all about Vietnam and what happened there. How many soldiers died in the making of the serum. Bridge then tells him that it's not true and he is delusional until Castle convinces Bridge to look into the death of his wife and kids and look onto the evidence that she has gathered concerning the crimes.

Castle then gets sent to the Raft, a high security prison owned by SHIELD to contain Superhuman criminals and vigilantes that has caused trouble towards National and International security. In this universe, the Raft is looked down by the public like Guantanamo. While Castle was in prison awaiting trial. Bridge decided to go to Castle's base and to see if Castle was talking the truth. He then did a thorough research on Maria's evidence and found out the horrible things the government did to get the serum. The evidence is then forwarded to Nick Fury's office. Fury was surprised about what happened and decides to track down the people in charge with this. He then found out that a few Generals were involved and most of them have died to General causes. Nick Fury decides to bring the ones still alive to court.

Out of a sudden Jigsaw then attacks the raft in hopes to release Castle and kill Castle himself. G.W. Bridge in charge of Castle deploys a tactical team to combat them. Then, G.W. Bridge decides to do the craziest thing of his career. He lets go Frank Castle before Jigsaw's mercenaries and himself gets their hands on Castle. Nick Fury, feeling guilty decided to make report to the media that Castle has escaped the Raft and ended all pursuits on him.

Later in the "movie" Fury decides to meet up with Castle and decides to give Castle a job. Which leads to the next "movie" which in my idea would be a loose adaptation of the Mother Russia/Man of Stone arc. I'll write that one up later.

Tell me what you think. It's a mix of MAX and 616 all jumbled to make the whole thing interesting. I wanted to add Yorkie Mitchell somewhere but couldn't think of any.

Edit:Not Colonel Fury ordered the relocation of the camp from Vietnam to the Korean border but a General who was in charged of the project at that time. I'm going to rewrite this one with more detail and fill in plot holes.

Selamat Aidil Fitri

I'm not a Muslim but I would just like to say have a nice Aidil Fitri. So I'll be eating free food for week!! Muahahaha!! Most of my friends wants me to go their house either on the 2nd or 4th of Syawal.

I'm kinda bored with the holiday right now. Basically got nothing to do besides revising and I'm getting sick with revising. So I decided to download some books from scribd.com. Most of the books were concerning home made guns/ammo, jungle & urban warfare tactics and CQB. I felt like I was becoming a terrorist. Haha. I'm not going to post the exact links here. ISA might detain me under grounds of terrorism and giving aid in terrorism. lol Anyway, have a nice Syawal to all my Muslim friends.

Wow!

I want to do THAT! Perfectly!

I'll give you a head! (No sexual reference)

In the Penisular it's a fashion to throw animal's head in a place of worship. You'll throw pig heads in mosque, cow's heads in temples.... But let's be honest, that's so lame. We in Sarawak, we carry human's heads around. To fuck with your head again (no pun intedted) we hang them up in our houses and were proud of it.

Way cooler huh? PS/ Less sensitive too.

We have all sorts of heads here too. We have White people's Chinese, Indians, Iban, Japanese and all sorts of races. Except the Jews, we fear of them taking our land and you know, our wooden longhouses burn faster than your Mosques.

My mum

I should rename this blog to "My mum is better than you." It makes more sense than anything else. Why? Look at my birthday cake that she made/baked for me!! I love it!!

Adoi... Air liur mau jatuh sudah....

I told my sis, it looked like a children's cake but who the hell cares? What does an adult cake suppose to look like? Duotone? Well then fuck that, I'm suck of duotone stuff and let's go for the colorful option. Plus it taste damn good.


Yum2. Chocolate Almond w/ colorful toppings stuffed into your mouth. I'm so glad that I went back home. (Sorry Kiki, I had to leave you behind at hostel for the moment. Hehehe. If I can get back there by tomorrow I'll try to. The temptation for a choc cake is too high for me.) I received some messages from my friends and I realized that most of them are girls. Hehehe. Fiona being the 1st one sending in.

Here are extracts of some. Hehehehe (Why the hell am I posting this anyway?)

Fiona:

Happy Burfday 2u!apy bufday 2u!apy bufday 2u!apy bufday 2u!apy bufday 2u!may d blsing op God bwf u 4 eva n eva. Amen

Ordella:

Hapy 19th bday! God bles. B hapy n njoy life to the fullest. 4get all worries n chill!

Shana:

Happy birthday theng2! (Yes, she spelled my name with a h, lol)..may God bless u.may all ur dreams come true:)

Eza:

Ello! Morning teng.. Happy Besday! May all ur drims come true..Hav a pleasant day 2day.

Dodich (At last a guy!):

Happy Birthday.Dah tua dia ohh.. Hahahahaa....

And my best friend Aderyn (While texting about our sports day):

Hr skan ya awl bln..xkan la ko x tauk...owh ya..happy burpday! Hehe..sori tlpa.

And they are a few more around 15 more messages from all sorts of people. Kiki instead of texting, she called me middle of the night lol. At last a blog post about a normal life. lol

Yay and Nay.

It's already the 30th and it's my bday. The sad thing is I'm one year older. I'm 19 now and I still can't make sense of life. My life is crazy and has so much up and downs. I've seen so many things in my life that does not make sense. I wish I could.. But some people say I think too much. I worry too much in my life. I worry about all the shit that is going in the world and I think too much about the most fuck up incidents of life.

Let me be honest, I believe my whole life is a fuck up and the only thing that keeps me from going insane is probably me trying to make sense of it and me trying to make sense of it makes me closer to being insane. Yes, this doesn't makes sense and I'm am insane which at the same time sounds sane. Is it insane, in a sane way?

These are people I miss and hate at the same time:

Yeah, they may fuck around with my life at times but they were the ones that make me alive back then. I don't who would I be if never meet them. Chai Shung Nyap aka Ah Yek, Vicmore aka Momo, Aaron aka Tito, Hidayat aka Vero, Aldrin aka Boy/Antu (Not in picture), Nasiruddin aka Kidding (Not in picture) and Me aka Teng2. We used to call ourselves Pak-Pak or 88 in Chinese. 88 meant Heil Hitler which used as a joke and 88 was the number kept of appearing in the hip hop video clip rompe. It was kind ironic so we chose that name. Hip hop and hitler. lol

: There is an honorary member, Faizal aka Bon/Pejal. So the number 88 came to a full circle, there were 8 of us. I never knew I might say this but all fuck up ness this people brought to my life, has actual improved me some how. Yeah, they made fun of me as being the "weird" person in the crew, the "odd" one in the gang but that thing made me stronger. I even joked around that if they never made of fun of me and fucked with my mind in the first place, probably I wouldn't survive many things in life.

Maybe that's why I tend to be sadistic in nature and able to withstand the pressure people give me nowadays. If I didn't not learn from that crew, I would probably end up in a fight once a week. Hanging out with these people made me patient and somehow professional at times. I remember the childish things we did and how those childish things actually make us grow up and learn new things in my life. It's kinda like Cable and Deadpool. They were the Deadpool, I was the Cable. I was way too fucking serious with everything back then. They were the comic relief. See the analogy?

So now I'm 19th, what I'm going to do with my life?

I dunno, travel the world and see stuff since my life has been kind of fucking superficial the last 5 years and doesn't make sense. Travel and stuff like:

Stone Henge:

Eiffel Tower:

Ayer Rock:

Or even create my own comic one day:

Maybe I would play in a Death Metal band of myself and infuse grindcore and then form a Melodic Death Metal project band. Wait, I did that already so I'll cancel that off my list.

Or maybe I would play in an industrial/experimental band with electronic influences and cover some Beatles song and make it sound like some Burzum worship band that had sex with Samael and Blacklodge the night before. (John Lennon interview samples included) Oh wait, done that already.. So what's next? I'll post that next time.

Sorry bout the bad grammar/watever, I'm half asleep here. I really need to see a Quentin Tarantino movie now. Bye.

Long time no post

Yeah. Busy2. That's what I have to say. Got 2 presentations coming up and tons of assignments to pass up. I joined UiTM's debate club this month and my bday is coming up.

YAY!! Bday for me!!

Okay.... Concerning bday.. Last week... My classmates wanted to bring me out for a game of Laser Tag (Think Airsoft/Paintball but with laser guns) a day before Ramadhan. However, it was on a Friday and I was tired as hell as I have class till 4. Damn you estimating... They wanted to play Go-Kart in the afternoon but I had class. I told them I was coming but I didn't go. I went directly to my room, lay down and slept like a log. The next day, I found out that celebrated my bday. Okay, I felt like a jerk at that moment. They bought a cake for me with my name on it and I wasn't there.. Sigh...

On a side note:

I read this the other day and it was effing awesome! Can't wait for the next issue!

I wonder......

These 2 covers looks interesting.. I wonder are they a good read or just some boring stuff. Somebody from the old days of comics must tell me are they worthy to be read or else I might be wasting time looking for it.

Misleading covers (and trailers)

When I first saw this cover a few weeks ago, I thought this one would be about the Grim Reaper thrashing his way around the MU and Tiger Shark tryin' to get out of jail. But nooooo, it was about Tiger Shark in jail doing some confessions. I would appreciate it more if they had the cover actually showing what is it about. Tiger Shark's not even the cover. What's going on with you Marvel. I liked the story but the cover's kind of misleading.

Another culprit of misleading cover is... dun dun dun... CONAN!!

Here's a cover done right!!

Another thing that has been misleading nowadays are trailers. Effing movie trailers! I feel like I wanna punch the people who cut trailers because they often make me pay 8 bucks to see 2 hours of Megan Fox and Even Stevens running around thinking they're Indiana Jones and being chased by a giant vaccuum cleaner and a giant colourful disneyland rabbit. You guys know what I'm talking of, Transammer 2:Return of the Witwicky. Yeah, it's kind of old but it still pisses me off.

Michael Bay, this is Devastator

This is a homosexual rabbit with a fashion sense based on a traffic light.

Another dumb movie that the trailers actually tricked me into trying to see it was Wolverine. The dreaded Wolverine. The worst Marvel movie ever (let's pretend the 1994 FF and Spiderman 3 never existed).


Ryan Reynolds was shown as some ass kicking guy with swords and slashing and dicing in the trailer. Unfortunately that was the only scene with Reynolds in it. Reynolds did an excellent job impersonating Deadpool but his screen time was too short but his trailer time was too long. As a Deadpool fan, I was digusted by this and hoped that Reynolds played a bigger role in the movie despite it being a Wolverine movie. The much more horrible thing about the movie has nothing with the trailer but it comes between the lines of Mortal Kombat and Chemotheraphy. Yes, I have to say Deadpool, I mean Baraka-Pool. I don't want to see that abomination again.


Why am I typing this eventhough the movies were released like a few months ago? It's because I have deep hatred for them and people are calling it the best movies ever. Those are only complains the about the freaking trailer what till you see I complain about other stuff in the movies. I wish Hollywood would stop churning out dog poo and create a movie that could rival the original Star Wars Trilogy or I dare challenge them to do something better than The Dark Knight!! All hail Chirstian Bale, and Heath Ledger

Polis oh Polis

Fuck it,if all police cares are like this I'm so going to be a Police Officer. Hehehe Now what we need is a suit up dodge charger like Mexico's Policia Federal. (I love to say those 2 words, Policia Federal, Policia Federal. lol)

Zombie World-Tree of Death

I was browsing some old comics and saw this awesome thing. Probably some of the best art I've seen for quite some time. Zombie World's Tree of Death!!!!

http://rapidshare.com/files/175742369/Zombie_World_-_Tree_of_Death.rar

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=4X7QLPO0

H1N1

My campus is closed for the moment due to a comfirmed H1N1 case. There were 2 suspects in my class and half of my class had pale faces and had to take sick leave. Aderyn is currently sick and I'm worried about her. I hope she'll be fine soon.

Met this girl

I met this girl a few weeks ago. She's kind of cute. I like her smile. We exchanged numbers I don't know if she actually likes me but we do text a lot. Despite she's kind of childish and some how very "manja" I do think those characteristics make her sweet. She was surprised to find out that i was only one year older than her, lol. I won't tell her name for the moment but if she reads this, I'm sure she knows who am I talking about.

Here's to hopping my life gets better from here.

Assignments

It's only the first week andI have a lot of assignments.

1)Term paper for BELL 311 (I chose to write on Creationism VS Evolution)
2)A Construction Economics paper and presentation concerning the impacts of Willayah Pembangunan Iskandar (WPI) towards

a)QS Consultants & Graduates
b)Contractors
c)GDP of Cons. Industry
d)Price of Materials, Labour and Equipment
e)Price of Land and Property
f)Others (Society, tourism, travel, hospitality, economy)

3)A redesign of 2 empty compunds in one of blocks in my campus to be something useful. I have to go and search for plans for the area in the facilities department. I am suppose to write a proposal and a scale model for this. Might be interesting. So far I had to write an official letter to the Chief Engineer in that department for the building plans. Looks like I have to apply my draughtmanship skills again.

4)For Materials class under Construction Technology, I suppose to write a 20 page report on the "Factors of the Deterioration of Metal" and present it in class. The time given for the presentation would be 30 minutes but in my opinion it would be too short. Most of the presentations I've done so far are around to 50-60 minutes. I need to find videos causing the deterioration of metal.

Anyone out there who think they can help me with this just leave a comment, I'll contact you.

I'm on a losing streak..............

Okay, I failed my measurement, I failed my driving test recently, what the hell is going wrong with me. It seems like the only thing that I'm doing right is reading comics which brings bassicaly zero benefit. I feel kind-of pissed off but not so pissed off that I actually want to kill someone.

I don't blame my instructor, Cikgu Enal, but I blame myself. I wasn't prepared, I did not have any preparation, I was too nervous and I did not follow the rules. I feel dissapointed with myself.

Now how am I going to handle students for MMS since I'm going to be a PM (Pembantu Mahasiswa). I scared I might be a horrible PM. Pms are supposed to be role models but I am probably the worst role model ever. Sometimes I'm glad that don't have a younger brother but I only have younger sisters because I might fuck up that brother's life.

I hope I will go on a winning streak instead of losing because God, I really need one and I hate losing. I hate being a loser and I hate being looked down upon.

I always try to look for respect among people but my best friend (I honestly wish she was more than that), Aderyn told me that I don't need to look for respect among people. I'm glad that she always comfort me. She always comfort me when I depressed or sad, I'm just glad that I have a friend like that. God bless her life. Amen.

I will try my best to show the best out of me this semester. Life is hard, but that doesn't mean I'm just going fucking give up. I would laugh at my pass failures (but learn from the mistakes) and be proud where I plan to go into the future.

God bless me and everyone please wish me luck. I need it.

Happy Father's Day

Best Father's Day video ever. I just realized that most of the superheroes have no Father. Poor them, I'm glad my Dad is still alive and kicking.

Hollywood goes craptastic

Recently, a lot of movies in Hollywood are getting pretty cliche'd and we are really in need of something that extravagant and amazing. There are too many things that Hollywood produce are horrible nowadays (except for Crank and other Statham movies. Tongue) What we need next is something epic, magical, sci fi and what made the 80s and 90s a great period for movies. It's the awesomeness of the human imagination.

The last fantastical journey/epic thing we saw on the screen was probably Pirates of The Carribean which I thought was funny and truly a journey film. So was the Hellboy adaptations and LOTR.



The ingredients that made Hollywood great before:

1)Magic-Yes, magic is what the new generation needs. We need something that would blow your minds and leave your jaws wide open. I really hope that the Dr. Strange adaptation would be pretty good and so is the upcoming Thor adaptation. Magic and action could be combined and people should tap into this idea.



2)Extravagant sci fi ideas-Look at Star Wars. The new Star Trek and Terminator movie doesn't counts, we need a new original one. Something that would leave us awestruck. Something that would leave us amaze on how amazing the galaxy and what sci fi could do. Remember the days of Aliens and Predator? Yes, liked AVP but we need somethnig fresh that reminds us of Alien, Predator, Terminator, Star Wars and many more.





3)The adventure-An adventure is what makes a person inspired. Adventure stories like Indiana Jones really made me stunned when I was a kid, making me watching Harisson Ford screaming, damn that was awesome!



4)Ridiculousness- Crank 1 and 2 did it, why not other Hollywood movies? Sometimes you need to throw realism out, if not we wouldn't have Rambo or Stan Lee wouldn't be creating the Spiderman and now they want to do Spiderman movies more softer so that the audience can relate. We don't want that! We want something crazy that makes us glue to our sits. Make Venom jump 50 metres into the air and smash Spidey. That is what we want to see.



All Hollywood wants nowadays is something that is realistic, we want something crazy and innovative. If we wanted something realistic, we would read Times magazine. Yes, there are good movies like Watchmen etc but we need something more crazier and original from hollywood. When would Hollywood return to their Golden Age of Sci-fi. I hope they won't destroy the next Deadpool movie with ultra realism. I wan't him to wacky, wise cracking and explosive.

PS/Hollywood, there's a reason why your later James Bond movies sucked harder than an octopus and Shoot 'Em Up was an underground favourite.